DAY 11, post-aneurysm post: I am @ Tavern on the Hill Mount Vernon and it is an ok spot...FREE WIFI, Ok food, coffee, diet cola, and the atmosphere and ambience is alright, a bit much perfume from the nearby women but that's almost anywhere and if I decide to change venue the Enoch Pratt Free Library is a short bus ride/hike away...I just do not feel like writing. I should go back and call this DAY 11 of the post aneurysm postings. I have had my regular zen meditation//psycho-therapy and expressed the frustration of not being in control and though lifelong morbid//suicidal this is not what I have ever had in mind as regards checking out at my own discretion. I have invested quite a bit in the last few years and decided to stick it out for a few more decades writing poetry, living easily - I hope - and hopefully also settling down to a committed relationship with the girlilla-my dreams...,
I think this is a good place to pause and possibly come back later this afternoon if I have more to say. there is quite a bit on my mortality laden mind and my first meditation-therapy in 3 weeks needs a bit//lot more contemplation as to where and how I go and get there post surgery from these vascular adventures...,
Meanwhile I just have not written much poetry or stories or such and I do hope to get back to that soon... thanks for reading..., Tim Ward Baltimore Poet-Writer
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